Sunday, February 07, 2010

你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗?

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。

當你喜歡一個人時,你想和他在一起,因為他會帶給你快樂;
離開後,你會想念,想著想著就會笑,然後繼續你平靜的生活,並期待著與他再一次重逢。
當你愛一個人時,你想和他在一起,那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得,怕他受委屈,怕他不能好好照顧自己;
離開後,你也會想念,想著想著歎一口氣,'不知他現在過的怎樣?
然後你繼續你平靜的生活,希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使,無所不能,他總會滿足你的任性的要求。
你愛的人在你眼中是孩子,傻傻的,你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來,只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你,然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人;
你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊,看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子,你會微笑,會覺得好幸福。

你喜歡的人傷害了你,你會生氣,並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他;
你愛的人傷害了你,你只會獨自傷心,因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他,你憂傷地微笑著,看著他的眼睛,一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨,你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡,那一刻,你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人,你會希望和很多人在一起,
但也許很多年後你才發現,原來你愛的就只有那麼一個,
就那麼一個,怎麼都不會變,你以為把他忘記了,其實只是忙的沒空想起而已

對於你喜歡的人,你關注的是他的優點;
對於你愛的人,你關注的是他的缺點,並且,那些缺點如果無關原則的話,它們在你眼裡是可愛的,獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔,任何愛都從喜歡開始,當有天你突然發現,你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美,
而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨,你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比,
你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情,不知道是不是應該祝賀你,總之,你的感情昇華

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仰慕不是愛,甚至不是喜歡,當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時,你們在一起便失去了和諧。
有人說愛一個人很累,的確是,因為你想為他承擔,可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於,
當你和愛的人在一起時,你的感覺就像回家了!

Thursday, February 04, 2010

SHINee's fansign (Epic fail)

31 January 10
Fuck Lot One and the Guards there!
Do you all know there's like a FUCKING 2000+ of disappointed fans, because of you guys being so disorganised!

Went at 7+am, and got a cultural shock! There were like estimated of 2000 fans alr at that time!
I thought we were early, but we were not! In fact we were extremely late.
Heard that at 4am, the number of fans had alr exceeded 1000!
The queue was awfully long! From the Entrance till the back of the MRT station!!!!!!
Joined in ZS queue as she went at 6am. But there's like superbbbbb lots of fans infront.



(fyi, this is not all!!)




At 8+am, the no. of fans were even more. In fact we alr know we wont stand a chance in the 1000 fans.
Suddenly, heard lots of screams at the Entrance. Right after, a lot of fans ran to the entrance, so does us! LOL.
Knew what happen? Some fans attempted to open the sliding door to get in to the Mall.
Yup, when we reached, the sliding door was about to drop! The security tried to fix it back, but failed.
It was real scary at that time, as the door would drop anytime! Imagine it really dropped, Hallelujah~
Then, with the strength of SHINee world! The door was half opened, and everyone chionged in.
We didn’t walked in, we were being squeezed in. We didn’t even move our leg, and tada we were already inside the mall.
So everyone started chionging up to the Roof Garden. A HELL CHAOTIC I SWEAR.
Damn afraid that I would fall, and got stepped to death by the upcoming fans.



Reached the 4th floor, but was blocked by the Guards at the Escalator that lead us to the Roof Garden.
Then everyone started protesting and arguing with the Guards.
The guards die also don't want to let us go up, and kept insisting that we must go down to Level 1 and queue.
Obviously we don't stand a chance in the 1000 fans anymore, so why bother?
So everyone just stood there and WAIT. Then we went for our Breakfast at the Food Junction which was right behind. Lol!
Heard screams again, and we chionged back to the crowd.
This time round the guards say we can go up through the other Escalator.
Then lots of people went chionging to the other Escalator, and were blocked again. FUCK YOU YEAH.


The escalator that lead us to Heaven;The roof garden!



After much conflicts and stuffs, we went down to Level 1 again to see if the queue had subsided.
But nah, the queue was still as long as ever, and it had queue till the Field outside.
I swear we were fucking disappointed and sad, knowing that there's no other way up anymore.
Then went in to the mall again, and tried lots of staircase that can be access to Level 5.
But still, the only one that can reach the Roof Garden was blocked too.
So we went to the Escalator that was located at the Cinema there. AGAIN, blocked!
It was 11+am by then, and I swear the whole Lot 1 was damn chaotic, flooded with SHINee's fans.
Then we lied to the Guard that we were going up to catch a Movie, in order to get up to the 5th floor.
Yup, we managed to get up. But was once again blocked outside the Roof Garden.
Chaotic again. The guards just REFUSED to let us in. We were the rejected fans.
Like what the fuck pleaseee!? The Roof garden was not FULL at all, yet they doesn't let us in!?
Then fans started protesting again, but still failed.
Thought we could look through the glass window, but it was opaque. NABEI.
We were like so fucking near them, yet we just can't see them!!!!!
Again, tried lots of lifts, and stairs. But still failed.

The lucky 1000 fans inside :/



THE FUCKING GUARDS THAT SHOULD FUCKING DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe.

In the end, we went down to Level 1 and watch them from the TV which was located outside the MRT Station.
FUCK THEM AGAIN. THEY SAID IT WAS A BIG SCREEN, AND IT TURNS OUT TO BE A FUCKING SMALL TV. EVEN SMALLER THAN MY HOUSE ONE'S. WHAT'S MORE? IT HAS NO SOUND EITHER!!!!!! FUCK YEAH?!?!?
Saw tons of disappointed fans sitting down there, all were really upset.
They finally came at 2pm. Watch them through TV, yet knowing that they were just on top of us.
Know how's the feeling like? :/
Finally everything ended at 3pm. Went to the Car park and waited for them.
Went B2, which was certainly a wrong choice. Because their Van was parked at B1. -.-
Screams again, from B1.So all chionged to B1. Saw 2 Vans.
Before they drove, the fucking guards used the curtains to block us, but fail lah hor.
When the van started moving, I think there’s some fans beside me tore the curtain. LOL.
After that everyone started to chiong again beside their van.
OMG!!!! I MANAGED TO SEE TAEMIN PEEPING OUT FROM THE VAN! IT'S CUTE DE OKAY!
All fans just chionged to the roadside, but we strolled behind after that. Cause it was really chaotic.
They didn’t care about the Traffic, and whole bunch of them just chionged out.
But well, for SHINee yeahhhhhhhh!?!? :) Homed right after. 6 hours of chasing for NOTHING, shag till can die please.

The freaking big screen :) -.-






Chiongster chiongggggg.



Fuck this fucking security. I think he should be the one fucking off please!

In all, i think the whole event suckssss!!! All thanks to the fucking lot oneee!
Firstly, it's the stupidest thing to allow only 1k fans in when there are 3k over of fans! (The news reported that there's 5k. Lol)
Secondly, they should at least organise a place where we the rejected fans can get to see them on stage instead of that FREAKING "BIG" TV THAT HAS NO SOUND.
Thirdly, it's also the dumbest thing to organise it at LOT ONE. It's like oh-so small kkkkkkkk.
Fourthly, the guards should learn to have some fucking manners please ~
Despite waking up so early, all we did was just running and climbing the staircase. In the end what we see? NOTHING.

Envy till dieeeeeeee! Esp that small girl that shook hand with Minho!

Random photos and video in class
















Acap and Hari rehersal on their rap for the Morning assembly. Haha!

Friday, January 29, 2010

It's getting crazier! Satisfied and thrilled.
I didn't waste my time, my day, and my week, just like this :)
Keep it up!
                   Don't think too much, because I meant no intention. (you believe?)

Wednesday, January 27, 2010


Saturday, January 23, 2010

珍惜眼前所有的一切

A week had passed again. Things are getting harder, and the roads are getting tougher.
I really don't want time to pass so fast. Can it just move slower?
I'm left with only a few months to change a fact that had lasted for some time. Will I make it? I hope.
It's not easy, I know. But whatever it is, I'll definitely do whatever it takes to make sure it comes true.


Singapore Discovery Centre on Wednesday. 1 word, fun.
Not the programme, but the time I spent with classmates :D












Mon:Sci, Tues:Math, Wed:English, Thurs:Humans.
So Friday is the only time when we are free from all those Remedial.
Supposed to have Clique lunch yesterday afternoon, but all couldn’t make it, thus it was cancelled.